Still Scarred

Still Scarred

by Annabel the Cannibal

When you see me at times

Do you wish you could

Spread my legs up to the sky

and dip them back down to the ground

Once you've had your way

With me?

Once you've had your play,

Will you regret me.

and, instead of sending me on my way,

Will you hold contempt for the words unsaid

And expect that there's no respect in me?

Will my heart not be clenched in a grip of fear

Knowing you'd push me out as soon as I am near?

Will you still have resent for me?

Had I known that I am the one that didn't belong, 

I am the one that was being wronged

Would I still be the antagonist?

Would I still be 

What you expected

A collection of bad choices

A bad choice amongst your collection

Even though 

My heart bled for you,

Will your words to me ever be truth?

Will my love ever be justified

Inside of your brazen lies?